Jul 23, 2012

day 3

i cried again today, twice. i smoke more than i used to. i am thinking about buying e-cigar because i can't stop myself from finishing one pack a day, doubled since... *sigh*

if not for work, i am a basket case when I am at home while my pia is sleeping. smokes and blank stare is what i usually do.

one thing i found out today, I would never want to become my mother. i never said I was perfect. i won't go deeper into that, after all, she's still the mother.

me and Pia always fight every meal time. I'm thinking about buying vitamins for both of us, pampagana kumain, also thinking about switching to another milk brand.

despite the depression, i can still squeeze in some normal thoughts you know.