Dec 30, 2011

happy holidays!

I know, I know, I owe this blog like 2 weeks post (or more) . I didn't make this post to give reasons, I am just merely explaining and share a few things that has been keeping me busy. First is since its the holidays, and I have 2 weeks Christmas break to enjoy, sitting in front of the pc the whole day is a no-no. I am currently at mom's so this is just a quick post because my sister needs to use the computer later.

Okay, so first of, MERRY CHRISTMAS (belated) and in 2 days, HAPPY NEW YEAR to all.

I might not be able to post again so I am already greeting you a happy new year in advance. For my 2 weeks vacation, I am spending most of it with my parents and the last 4 days of it will be used for commenting away. Oh yes, I am joining a blog make-over and I want it so bad. I really really want to own my very own design but since I can't afford it, this contest from a fellow Baguio blogger Kaye would make one of my dreams (dreams??) come true. I really want to win this, even if the means, no sleeping before the deadline.

Will be ending this post with some pics during Christmas. ^_^


Dec 2, 2011

Hello December!

I owe this blog a lot of posts. It's been months since I last posted anything here and I kinda missed it. I am not on blogging hiatus guys, I have been blogging but I am using my other blog account and that is iamjillgee.blogspot.com. If by any chance I still have readers, please do visit my other blog too. ^^v

Since December already started. I decided to share some pictures that's appropriate for this month. These pictures were taken earlier today at school during Yuletide Bliss. Our school welcomes the holiday with Christmas filled activities. I went to watch the Chorale Competition earlier though I wasn't able to finish it, until now, I am still waiting for a tweet on who won, Our department the Human Sciences participated and the chorale group did well. ^^ Hope they won. So here are some of the pictures I took on our Christmas villages and booths.


Sep 17, 2011

Sep 12, 2011

its things in life


This blog is still active. It lacks posts I know. My school life hasn't been that sunny this past few days. I rant a lot about it on my other blog, yes, I have been using it as my personal online shock absorber. I preferred making this blog a positive and sunny one. And for my first post, I want to share a quote that I got on twitter. Things got so wrong because of my lack of responsibility and now, I am suffering the consequences. I slacked and took things for granted. If I didn't make the problem right, my parents would be totally devastated. I am afraid because I know that I have not done my part. I am guilty and that makes it harder. If i continue blabbing about this, the path where this leads is -- giving my excuses and all and I don't want that to happen.

I am still hoping that I can make this right. I am trying my best guys and keeping my fingers crossed. If I get through this, I'ma do better that's for sure. This thought from twitter made me think and gave me that tiny bit of hope that I can still do something to make things right. :)

Check out my recent post : Music Monday: Perfect Two

Sep 7, 2011

please visit my other blog too!

I have been using my other blog for postings. I can't resist not to post something there because I so love my new template. Anyway, I am still figuring out on what I should be posting on each of my 2 blogs. I was thinking that this blog is more about inspiration and happiness but I am not sure yet. For now, I will be linking my blog posts from there to here so you can still be updated with what's going on with me. For my latest post:

Sep 5, 2011

Aug 31, 2011

i can be Cristina Yang too!

Today, I was able to finish season 7 of Gray's anatomy and because the cast of Gray's Anatomy has been keeping me company for how many days now, I decided to take this quiz - Which Gray's Anatomy Character Are You? And I ended up with my favorite character of all, yes, Cristina Yang. I blogged about it minutes ago, just scroll down a bit to read my entry. Anyway, here's what the result says :

~You are Christina! Sarcasm is your humor of choice. You are very intelligent but you do need to work on your bedside manner. There are not many people that you really care for, but when you do, youll do whatever it takes to keep them safe. You are very loyal and an extreme hard worker.~

I think that this is also the reason why some people hate me. The sarcasm part is something that I can't help doing. I take time to assess what I just said, too late, I said it already. So when it comes to the drama part, my drama is your drama if you feel me too, but if it's your drama, keep it to yourself...that is if were not that close. *kapeesh*


:( = ;)

In times, I get to feel so good & inspired but as soon at I feel that good in a flash, it goes right to the lowest level, I feel like crap. I want to include people in my life besides my 4 sides of the family but those people tend to shut me out. The time when I feel like I found someone whom I know will probably become my BFF but then I'm wrong. Is there something wrong with me when I prefer to stay with my daughter rather than going with my akala-ko-bff at such a regular day, regular because I know that there is nothing much to drink about And they like want to do it every after class. Besides, I am not wasting my 4 hours part time job as a tutor to pay for drinks that I think doesn't deserve a cheer of some sort. Anyway, I am not blaming anyone. I just think that people are that lame to give you a cold shoulder just because I bailed over a few non-celebratory drink. I did go out once with a cool gay friend, I say he is cool because he is not the kind who's loud and you know, colorful. I was able to get to know him, though he might seem like the person you would wanna hang out with but turned out, he can't seem to go with my Cristina Yang attitude. I am not mean, I just think that too much drama is just unacceptable, too much is always not good, right?? Wow, didn't realize that I just answered my question.:) The only people who can deal with my attitude are my closest family. I just lol-ed. *phew* that was fun.:)

Aug 19, 2011

sourpuss-ing

It's almost 4 in the morning and had my second cup of coffee 2 hours ago and still no plans of going to bed. I already started a post earlier that started with "I am pissed and mad...." but decided just to end it there. My blogging mojo ain't working and once again, that post could've been a major whine which is one of the few things that I'm expert at. So anyway, after cancelling my first post and all done with my take home work load, I decided to visit blogs of people I adore when it comes to their blogging talent. As usual, going through their posts killed an hour of my time and at the same time stirred my once again envious and pitiful emotion.


- Pity because, when I read their posts, it's like they have their life all figured out and my life ain't working that way or which I think otherwise. I mean, I am grateful that my family is not demanding much on what I should do except get all 8's in every subject and to take care of my daughter which I think, is what I'm doing already. Besides this 2, I have the option to do what I want and I noticed that I am more on choosing the boring side of me. I started limiting my social life to 1%, and yes this is by choice. I mean I am happy being who I am now but I feel like the limit is too much that I might grow shells at the back of me for being too boring and might just be a hermit with a wriggler attached, and yes a wriggler alright- in contrast to my daughter's uber hyper mood. My 3 year old daughter has more social life than me and I am happy for her, too happy, ready to be cracked.

- Envious because when I am planning of getting inked with ampersand, someone already did, or when I am dreaming of going to new york to be a fashion correspondent, someone already hopped on a plane and did that ahead of me, or when I am dreaming of wearing something unique, someone already wore it a month ahead of me and I, could go on and on and on blabbing about endless "someone already did it", blogger and facebook often makes me a sourpuss.

Aug 14, 2011

♥-ed Sunday #02

My weekend I can say has been a not-really-that-relaxed-time because me and Pia stayed at mom's and when this is the case, relaxed is merely a word being recognized on my mom's vocab. Surprisingly, mom didn't say anything about anything that she thinks is too stressful that needs to be brought up or else, she will if she is the mood to do so, but not this weekend. This picture completely describes what and how my weekend went.


Ate ice cream and watched an Indian movie which I greatly recommend- 3 Idiots, the rest was spent anticipating mom's heart to heart talk and then a lot of snooze though the weather was sunny.

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Earlier today, after leaving my parents house, my little sister tagged along wanting to upload new songs. There is an internet connection at mom's but it takes 5 minutes for pages to load and literally works slower than a dial up. I was able to download lots off new songs and one will be shared before ending this post. Every week, I have to upload new songs. This keeps me isolated from a world or situations I am trying to avoid- fakeness and bull*****. I can't talk to anyone anymore except my 2 sissys and D. This is why : ..... @school that is. ;)



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I am afraid to cut my nails. I am getting signs that my weekend will be a not-so-good one. Connection? I am what they call in vernacular "ok-ok" or I have OCD and that cutting my nails and hair determines if I am going to have a good, bad or worse day. it has been running my life since I was in elementary and I can't help it. There are other rituals that I do before I start my day, and that will be posted if I am in the mood, soon. Having OCD makes you feel a bit like this:


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...and then, here comes the song which has been an LSS for days now. This song completely says how I feel with one of my relationship in the past. Getting over that person is hard especially when he invades my dream every now and then. He is married now and I have a wonderful D and an adorable daughter though sometimes, reminiscing can't be helped especially when songs like this are made to make you feel nostalgic.

(click on the album cover to listen to the song.)

Have a fantastic weekend y'all! Happy ♥-ed Sunday! ;)

Aug 11, 2011

needs tips for lame blog

Was thinking about what my topic would be today. So while thinking, I went on a blog-hop-spree. First, I did some reblogs on tumblr, and then I tested the new feature of twitter where in you can upload pictures directly without having to create a separate account like yfrog and twitpic. After that, I browsed on more stuff online specifically blogs of famous people and then it hit me, my blog is lame. By lame, I mean not about the content but the vocabs being used. Them, being famous is already intimidating, and then, reading their blog makes me feel like I am still learning how to write my a b c's. Man, they are so good with whatever they do on TV and add up the amazing-ness of how they write is equals to- me, being totally amazed and then wanting to learn from them. Being a writer or an editor is not what I see myself doing 5 years from now and that is also the reason why I chose AB Broadcasting instead of AB Comm as my major. I am obviously a sloppy writer but this is not what intend to be in like, forever, that is why I am willing to learn. I'ma get tips from my Blogger Idols and hopefully, I can apply their awesome-ness to blog on mine too.

Aug 8, 2011

...just so

I hate school! Not that there's anything new about this but I am saying it just so. Being a sophomore student is like going back to high school days with high school dramas. And the system of the school is just as lousy as I can remember 3 years back. I may have an uber high pride just like what my mom keeps saying every time we get into a bickering mood but I am still a person who can't survive without interacting with another even if that means that I have to listen to their love life and crushes and how they deal with puberty. I wish I can skip this year and be a proud 3rd year student who is starting to learn something about video editing and how to make documentaries and such, you know, learn about the chosen field and to do/learn how to be good on your soon-be-job, not talk about ribosomes, photosynthesis and how to get high scores in playing darts. I mean, I am not getting younger and having to deal with this curriculum doesn't make me feel younger, worst - makes me feel that I am super left behind.

- 4 years from now, when I get to read this post again, I'ma give a relief smile and say, I love my alma mater, I am such a whiner back then. :))

Aug 7, 2011

♥-ed Sunday

I love Sunday afternoons. Before my week starts, I can have time to realize and sometimes think about simple stuff that brings happiness. Today, I noticed that my blog looks dry and gray. Except for the cute font that I am using -Pacifico, and the cute background which I think will stick to my blog for a while, my posts are coming from the heart but going back through it doesn't bring any "oohhs" and 'ahhs"(something like that). And because I have a tumblr account which doesn't bore me that much even if I browse it over and over again, that gave me an idea, "Why not include a sort-of-meme every week with pictures included relating to what I want to happen in my life (plus anything random)!" Using cute and inspirational images would make me want to post something even if it's just once a week.:) The images that I am going to use is also used for reblogs and I read the terms and services, using the images is not included as one of their "dont's", after all, the images are also "heart-ed" over the net.

Now here's my first post for "♥-ed Sunday"

- I am always pressed for time and it's my fault. I tend to forget about my priorities. When I know that I still have time to do stuff like projects or homework, I try finishing it 2 hours before the deadline, only finishing it sloppy-ly and that is half the grade. I tend to not finish anything then gets pissed which ruins my day completely. I hate this so I'ma need to get my act straight or I will lose my scholarship and get disappointed for the rest of my life.

- I know, but when you have a sister-in-law like mine, you haven't felt the literal meaning of hate. Spent the whole morning hating her because of how she manipulates my in-laws, making them look stupid. I never felt this hatred to anyone before, until now. In times like this, I seek help to God and ask for answers and forgiveness, and today, God wanted me to know this:
... that you become what you do. Life molds itself into the shape of your actions, - do something long enough and you become it. Fighting for peace makes more war. Loving for peace makes more peace.
I agree, the feeling eats me up that I get tired and restless. I just hope and pray that this patience of mine will work and I hope it'll be thick as steel. My prayer is for mama (my mom-in-law), hope that her weak heart can get through this and hope that she will soon realize one day that her being manipulated by someo
ne who's not even her real daughter should totally end before she gets a heart attack.


- And since tomorrow is Monday, I totally need 2 of this. Tomorrow's the university's foundation day and supposedly no classes right? Not really but I am expecting it to be because I want to watch the cheering competition. Since it's already announced that we have a regular class tomorrow, make that 4 pills please.

Aug 3, 2011

:)

August is here! That fast I know! And then after this, it's the start of -ber months. :)
Things I am looking forward for this month in bullets...
  • D's birthday!
  • ...how my water therapy will go, I hope that I can last for the whole month.
  • well midterms is counted I guess because I just saw my first grading grades and it's disappointing beyond disappointing.
  • Wearing of uniform starts this month too so another thing to look forward to.
  • Our 3 days vacation after midterms exam.
  • August 15 is D's birthday and fortunately, it's holiday in Korea so no work for me.
This is all the realistic things that I am looking forward to for this month. I ain't got enough time as usual so gotta go. :)

Jul 26, 2011

bye Amy

Just felt an earthquake just now. Scared the hell out of me. Yes, I am still up because of so many homework to finish. Finally done with 2 for tonight. I might go to bed after this post because right now, I am surprised with myself, trying to finish my homework knowing that the due date is still on Wednesday. I have p.e. class 8:30 tomorrow so I really need to sleep after this.

This post is actually,my saying Goodbye to Amy Winehouse. As most of you already know, she passed away last Saturday because of, still, an unknown reason. When I found out about it, D was not around. I wanted to see his reaction first because he was the one who introduced me to her songs. D loves Amy's songs. I am supposed to upload a song on my tumblr account to let you listen to her song which D loved so much but unfortunate as I am, my computer was reformatted days ago, deleting all the songs that was saved but the song is still on my iPod though. The title of the song is "Addicted". You can search it on YouTube if you are a curious one. They said that it was expected but not that soon I guess. She's just 27 years old. I read on an article about her being included on the "27 Club", club for famous musicians/people who died of the same age. I hate blogging about death, but since D loves this singer so much, and I started to like her music as well with D's influence, all I can say is, "your music lives on".

RIP Amy Winehouse.

Jul 25, 2011

Monday Mishap #02

Happy Monday! (I think)...

No mishaps from school today, clap clap clap for me.:) I just want to share a few disappointments because I think that my Monday is not complete without it. First of, I once again changed my blog URL. This is the 3rd time actually and I don't like it but I don't have a choice. You see, when I blog, it comforts me to know that some of the people who reads my blog is a friend from the blogosphere whom I know just by her blog posts and just that. If given the chance to meet them personally is nice too. I added it to my disappointments-list because I found out that linking it to my facebook account is not a good idea because, my boss found out about it and he started reading my posts. I found out about it because he was giving hints that he reads my blog just by asking something related to what I blogged about. Also, when I blog about something personal, my 2 sisters reads about it, which is okay for me but they gave a comment which got me thinking, they said, what if our tattletale cousin (who is one of my friend on facebook) reads about it then will give it a different meaning then will share it her family members which for sure will be/cause a negative thing for me. It might also be the same thing with my boss and other friends who might take it the wrong way even it's not my intention to do so. When I blog, it's what I am feeling at the moment and when I am frustrated or pissed, I still blog about it bahala na kung sino matamaan because that is who I am. This is my reliever so mind your own business, something like that. Hopefully, this is my permanent blog URL, (I think it will). No more linking to my social sites except twitter.:)

The other thing that is a major major disappointment for this week is missing the chance of meeting P-noy (President Noynoy Aquino) on Friday. Yeah, this sucks big time! One of my instructor had already submitted my name on the list of students selected to meet P-noy personally for his post SONA analysis which will be done at the University of Baguio gym on Friday and get this, we can ask him personally about the contents of his SONA which was today, which I will be watching the replay because I have a class earlier. But then I am not going BECAUSE they needed my email address and contact number which for some reason was not on my students school online information and they needed these infos last Saturday. According to my instructor, they already passed the tentative list 2 days ago. A big *sigh* and an "oh well, sucks to be me" is all I can say for now. I still gave my instructor the list of the information needed just in case somebody included on the list won't make it.

Heading to the office in a bit. Hope that work treats me well tonight. kbye. :)

Jul 21, 2011

randomness on a Thursday

Is once again blogging here at the office. I have more than an hour break. I am also having dinner while doing this post, spaghetti anyone? Anyway, my PC has a virus, had to bring it to a pc technician to get have it removed yesterday. It's preventing me to use wireless connection and some of my files has been acting weird lately when I am trying to access it. I remembered weeks ago, I actually had a warning from my anti-virus program that there's a trojan virus but after a few seconds after the virus message popped up, I got another message saying that it has been succefully removed only to find out 4 days ago that it's not. Another unexpected cut from my budget.

Speaking of budget, my paycheck went to stuff that are worth spending on and it is one highlight of my week. Afer 6 paychecks, finally, I was able to open a savings account for my daughter. I had been meaning to do it eversince I started working as freelance EPC but I was too shy to ask the employees at the bank about what I should do first. I finally had the guts to ask someone because working for 4 hours without buying or doing something for my daughter was not worth working for, and this feeling has been bothering me since I started working. I just got the ATM card yesterday and I have to change the pin asap which was supposedly done today but I totally forgot to check the temporary pin. I'ma try to do it tomorrow and also, I am gonna get my laptop tomorrow afternoon. I am still not comfortable using another pc for blogging.

I really want to update my blog more often, but have this sickness where I ran out of words if I have a time to blog. My blogging mojo jump started tonight for some reason. This week has been stressful for me becuase in case I didn't mention it yet, our first grading exam started 2 days ago. I have 2 more examsto finish, one for tomorrow and on Saturday. Saturday is my mom's birthday too, good thing my little sis reminded me about that. No special plans (yet). We might go out for dinner. :)

Before I end this post, how's the last Harry Potter movie? Leave a comment if you don't mind, I want reviews from fellow Baguio bloggers. ;)

Jul 13, 2011

self proclaimed holiday

A rainy week for us, fellow Baguio bloggers! :)
We don't have class tomorrow that's why I'm back again to the blogosphere. I know, I have been squeezing my schedule between my other responsibilities and my time and energy is not enough to fill up my blog with posts and updates. I am so thankful because I was given a slacking time tonight to make a post.

So tomorrow is a holiday for the Human Sciences' department. We have the "Day & Night" event where beauty and brains get to compete for the title of miss Human Science 2011 and freshman students can showcase their talents, in short, a social event to get to know the stars and the soon-to-be stars. We are required to attend but me, I declared it as no classes for myself. Yeah, there are plus points to those who will be attending. I will probably go if:
  • ...I am on the age bracket of 16-20.
  • ...if I am not a mom. (very important)
  • ...if I have the luxury of spending my money on kid's stuff booths (e.g. wedding booth)
  • ...if I don't have a part time job.
  • ...if I am a member of the SB.
  • ...if there is a Spongebob mascot for my Pia to see.
  • ...if 75 bucks is not required for us to pay just so the basketball team can have funds for themselves.
Yes, yes...KJ, cheapskate, and heartless as I am, the above mentioned are the reasons why I prefer to stay home, spend time with my daughter and use my money to pig out on ice creams and junk foods with D and Pia while watching cartoon network, in short, family time. This is not just sour grapes because they are young and carefree and all. I'm just saying that this events are not that amusing for me anymore.

You know what's amusing for me? Hearing D and Pia's snore while sipping coffee then all cuddled up ready to continue my Grey's Anatomy marathon and yes, that is what I am about to do now. *nyt*

Jul 1, 2011

i can smell you - flu

Hi, just got home from work. Finally using the PC at home, I can get to blog comfortably. I should be sleeping right now because I have to (need to) get up early to review but since D and Pia is now sound asleep, I can have a quite time to blog.

So anyway, I think I might be getting sick this week. 2 days ago, my throat started to hurt. D gave me an anti-bacterial capsule but it's not making me feel better, (I mean, not yet). Then yesterday, I was supposed to have my DMPA shots but I was a week late after the said date so I have to wait for my period before they can give me the shot again. So included with the shots are checking of my BP and my weight. For my BP, it was 90/60 and my weight dropped down from 40kg - 39 kilos. And then earlier today, my co-workers said that I look so pale and haggard. Now, my head is heavy and just by merely moving my eyeballs hurt. Is it going to be colds? Maybe. I am hoping though that if I am going to be sick, I hope it will not start tomorrow or on Saturday because I can't skip my exams. Did I mention that our prelims exam started today? I think I mentioned it but on my less serious blog. I can't believe that it's July already.

Okay, gtg, I'm hungry, I wonder what's for dinner?

Jun 26, 2011

move on falcon

Good morning to another rainy Sunday.:) The rain has been pouring for a week now and the damages done by "falcon" is just so devastating. Tonight (well technically it's Sunday morning already), I asked my 3 year old daughter to give thanks and be contented because the family is in a comfortable state right now. I am thankful because my family is safe. Though, the night is silent except for the sound of the rain on our rooftop, I can't help but think about the poor people who's houses were damaged by this typhoon. I am/was only getting bits and pieces of information on the news about what's happening to other places and the thing that obviously got stuck in my mind was the news in Marikina where 25k people were being evacuated to local schools because the place was totally flooded. According to one of my teachers, Marikina was not a good place to live on or invest money in houses because the location is basin-like which will easily be flooded. The people most probably already know that this was the case but they still built their houses there. I am not on the blaming position here. During times like this, you get to think of that what if's to save people and from what I've heard, there are a lot of casualties. And again, the same thing happened when "ondoy" hit the Phil. way back. I know that actions are being carried out and that is good when it comes to making progress but when there are 25k homeless people trying to sleep their way out on this situation, all I can do is pray for them to have more strength and keep the faith to survive this.

Jun 21, 2011

and so classes started plus work stuff :)

Good morning Tuesday. This is indeed the perfect time to be lazy. Too lazy to wake up early for my p.e. class. Did I mention that I enrolled billiards and I suck at it so I sucked in on the comforter rather than attending the class. I will most probably be making a career out of my subjects after the preliminary exams. When I see my grades all in an "ax" mode, I will be dying to make it all to the "fatty" mode. Right now, nothing's new at school. I am still the silent kuno type. I was called a "madam" and ma'am last week btw. As much as I want to eeeekkk all I want, I decided not to because after all, I am 24 and my fashion style may sometimes differ from what they think is cool. I, for some reason also was voted as a secretary to one of my subjects by someone (a guy) whom I never met. I was too shy *chos* to look at that person and until now, he is still unknown to me. I can't say that I am still groping and adjusting at school. I think I'll live *evil laugh*. I also enrolled Effective Writing this sem thinking that I can work on my sloppy writing technique only to find out that it's talking about how to do research. Uhuh, who knows, I might be asked to research on something and it will absolutely be posted here to make the humanity worth saving.

With this post, I would also like to share something about work. IAMLOVINGIT! Yeah, it is the place where I can't be someone else's ate. Besides working for only 4 hours, it is sort of a reliever for me. Last week, I was thinking about quitting because I had a lot of student's feedback to do plus my homework and I was not able to adjust yet. This week started okay, I think I can live (again). Right now, I am supposedly in the classroom acting as a secretary but instead, I am in our room, blogging. After prelims promise, irresponsible will be slashed out. After this, I will be finishing my homework, it is about the movie The Social Network and get this, it will be passed via private message on Facebook. The teacher created a facebook account just for the class so we can interact and pass home works, easy breezy. I have to start now then. _kBye_

Jun 14, 2011

Hello!

A short post.:)

I missed blogging so much but since school started, I can't seem to squeeze it on my schedule. This post is made to let you guys know that I am still alive.

I woke up early today to finish my feedback for my classes last night and I am doomed if my team leader finds out that I am bringing home my work load. If they can upgrade their Pc's to make it run faster then most probably, I am still sleeping at this time.

So, I have a lot of news to write about and I am excited, hopefully, it will be shared before the weekend. Okay, so gotta go, I have to prepare for p.e. class *blech* :)


May 30, 2011

Monday Mishaps #01

A blog post done 23 minutes before heading to the office btw.


Before I head to work, let me share you a bit about how my Monday started. If you often drop by my blog, you already know that me and Mondays are not that tight. Earlier today, I lit the wrong side of my cigarette and still smoked it kasi sayang, only to realize it tastes awful because the filter got burnt. Second mishap for the day, I tried to turn on the radio earlier using the remote which is supposedly done because the power button is busted, so anyway, it was not turning on. I changed the battery of the remote and it's still not working. I am getting impatient already so I asked D to fix it. he suggested to try unplugging-replugging the socket and I did, only to find out that I was plugging the wrong one, the lampshade's instead of for the radio. Tanga lang talaga, lol, but since this all happened on a Monday, there's nothing else to blame. I easily get disoriented on a Monday. If today ain't Monday, I'll accept it as it is but I hated Monday since birth so there, once again, Monday just came and started ruining my day. I am about to head to work and I grew tired of crossing my fingers for a better Monday so I just give it a shrug and move on.


I hate you Monday!

May 29, 2011

Something About Change

~Posted by jill on Dec 21, '09 3:56 AM for everyone~

(fyi, this post was copied from my old blog);)

Nothing is constant in this world. The only constant in this world is change.
I couldn't agree more.

Change. Its so hard to accept it especially when u got used to that thing or situation and cant seem to accept the fact that its going to change. Change for a certain situation might be for the better but if it happened when U least expect it, we grope, we become frustrated, we find it hard to accept.

How do we prepare for this? Well we don't, we just have to accept it.
Easier said than done i know but that's how it works.

I myself don't like change.
I easily get attached to something. I don't like letting go of something that easily (who doesn't right?)
Circumstance like why is it that even if i know that its not gonna work, we still go with it?
That is when love takes its course.
Whatever it is, if it meant special, even if U already know that if its gonna be so wrong, U still allow it to happen? Emotions usually comes in first before thinking.

Emotions for me always comes in first.
U know that there is a consequence for that action but U tend to ignore it. Ur blinded by the emotions at that moment. U attache yourself to hard that when its time to end, ur not ready. U fight for it but the the fight is actually useless coz in the first place u already know its not meant to be.

But what about the things that's meant to be?
Meant to be but still, Ul never know when change comes in.
Change in the sense that at one blink, ul never bring back that moment.
That wld be either one of this, death, lies & cheat.
This three aint no good for anyone, hardest one to accept.

But then again, with change, that's how we learn & usually it makes us a bit stronger.
If were stuck with the same routine, there's no growth.
As painful as it may sound, we cant stop it.
We just have to accept, deal with it and move on.

A Summary...

...of what happened to my week: ;) (and random stuff).


---> Officially enrolled for the first semester.
---> The parents had a huge fight and mom is planning/planned to move out.
---> Will possibly work my a** off because my mom decided to not support my schooling.:(
---> D agreed to help me out but won't depend too much on him.
---> This is also the reason why my blog was gray for weeks.
---> Had my retainers done and it's quite hard to adjust using it.
---> I also look funny with my retainers on.
---> Asked sir Jade if I could get a fixed rate pay but I got a "no" answer.
---> I need extra income and the only other option for a job that I can get is a home based online tutor which is slashed out of the option because I have a 3 years old kid at home.
---> I smoke a lot more than I used to.
---> Smoking is bad and it makes it worst if I am not into completing the 8 glasses of water per day health rule.
---> Classes starts next week and that su**s because of so many reasons.
---> I finally was able to update my mom blog after 3 months.
---> Is so not a rain-person when I got no peace of mind (thanks to mom).
---> Dreading for what's coming ahead.
...and with that, I leave you with this song which is one of my most played track this week.:)




(click on the album cover to listen to the song.)

May 15, 2011

I ♥ Jessie J

I ♥ Jessie J so much, had her album downloaded a couple of weeks ago.
This song right here is one of my favorite, it's worth sharing.


~Click picture to listen to the song.~

"Who You Are"
I stare at my reflection in the mirror:
"Why am I doing this to myself?"
Losing my mind on a tiny error,
I nearly left the real me on the shelf.
No, no, no, no, no...

Don't lose who you are in the blur of the stars!
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It's okay not to be okay.
Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart.
Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
Just be true to who you are!
(who you are [x11])

Brushing my hair, do I look perfect?
I forgot what to do to fit the mould, yeah!
The more I try the less it's working, yeah
'Cause everything inside me screams
No, no, no, no, no...

Don't lose who you are in the blur of the stars!
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It's okay not to be okay.
Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart.
But tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
There's nothing wrong with who you are!

Yes, no's, egos, fake shows, like WOAH!
Just go, and leave me alone!
Real talk, real life, good love, goodnight,
With a smile, that's my home!
That's my home, no...

No, no, no, no, no...
Don't lose who you are in the blur of the stars!
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It's okay not to be okay...
Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart.
Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
Just be true to who you are!
yeah yeah yeah

May 12, 2011

L.D and T.E.

*Laundry Day & Tooth Extraction* Day

Today is one tiring day. I woke up around 8 to start the laundry then was able to finish it around 10:30. Yeah, made sure to finish it at that time because the people who works at the water district makes sure to turn off the water before the time hits 11am. Every time I do the laundry, my whole body aches, muscles twitching here and there and of course, when one is tired, irritable mood is at it's best. The reason why I feel like I had a complete work out for the day is when it's time to rinse the clothes, I do it mano-mano plus, don't forget that I have to finish it before a certain time 'kay. During this kind of day, I also make sure that the hangers and circulars are ready, entering the house getting stuff is a waste if time for me that is why I make sure that everything I need for washing is within hands reach. For our our white clothes, I make sure that it is soaked for 12 hours so what I do is soak all white colored clothes before I go to bed so that the next day, it all ready to spin for 30-45 minutes. I like doing the laundry if I do it my way. I want everything to be in the right order. About the mano-mano type of rinsing, I prefer this better than letting the washing machine do all the work. Plus, if I take a rest, I feel unhappy because my mind can't rest anyway if I know there are stuff that needs to be done. So anyway, now you know how I "do" the laundry. For the rest of my day, nothing special nor peculiar happened (nothing at home that is). O yah, I said goodbye to one of my tooth. Aside from my tooth extraction, I am absent right now from work. You can't work with sore gums, I mean I can't especially if they did an E-Section to remove the tooth. So yah, that's basically the summary of my day.

Tomorrow is Friday the 13th btw. Have fun okay.

_kBye_

May 6, 2011

Friday Frustrations: "the" Mood


ConversationsWithMoms:Every day Conversations with a Mom Blog
One thing you should know about me, I'm not a snob.

It may seem to you like I am that kind of person but because I know myself more than anybody else, I am totally not. There is just this thing that you should know, when I don't feel like talking, I literally don't. This is one thing that I can't help doing, it is sort of a habit for me which people misunderstood. Misunderstood because this mood pops up whenever it wants to. I am perky, I love talking but it is for a limited time only. When this mood comes in, you only get a yes and a no answer from me or often times, nothing at all. This is one reason why I can't wait to have our own place. People gets affected and I can feel it because this mood that I am talking about is infectious. This is also the reason why I hate group works and hates be-friending all the people in the room. Did I mention that it just comes out of nowhere? Like for example, I am the party starter, got everybody in the mood to party and may seem like the happiest moment of my life, and then all of a sudden, when the mood kicks in, I'd be silent at one corner, happy to see other people happy. I am happy deep inside but it just doesn't want to show anymore or if the mood gets worse, I just feel like crying. Yah, I am weirded out too. People get affected because they are paranoid that they were the ones who caused my change of mood and I hate that. This weird mood of mine is also the reason why my pod is always in handy. I'd rather keep myself isolated because of this mood and that's when people starts to assume that I am a snob. Also, when this crappy mood of mine creeps in, even the little-st problem that is totally solve-able makes me break down and then after a few minutes of crying, I feel happy again.

Weeks ago, as I was going through some articles on the Yahoo page, saw one article that talks about Bipolar disorder. The first time I encountered this work (which was way back high school), I knew that I had this disorder. Though mine is just a mild one called Cyclothymic Disorder. I was going through the symptoms and it is an 80% match of what I am feeling when I am feeling "the" mood. I ain't a doctor people and I mostly based my research about this mood on Google and no I am not a drug user but, if I can afford to see a shrink, I would want to know if this disorder really applies to me. For now, I don't have any clue on how to deal with it. D knows how my mood easily changes and he understands but there are times when my mood changes 50 times from hot to cold, cold to hot, he also gets frustrated. About the suicidal part, yeah, I've been there before but it just remains in my head, never attempted to do so plus I already have Pia that glues me together when I am broken inside.

So if you drop by my blog often, I really don't need to explain myself which I keep doing before to people at school or work but then I grew tired because they still think I have an attitude. Now, I don't bother. I still am a loner. I tried to be perky the whole day but I need to rest my mouth too you know, If I shut up, that's when I feel "the" mood again.

If you have the same mood, if you can relate, I need tips to cope.
Thanks for the drop lovely people. Goodnight.

May 2, 2011

MM: The Lazy Song


...because I simply love Bruno, they got the same eyes as my D and his voice is just so fresh, I love it so much.

...bicaazz I love sleep but I don't consider myself lazy.

For once some of the laziness included in the song is what I wanna do when it's one-of-those-days mood.

Because I want to congratulate Bruno for making it to the Top 100 Most Influential people of 2011 accdg. to Time magazine.

Here ya go, check out this ang kulit video! Enjoy your Monday guys because me, I am trying so hard to have a good one.
P.s. The monkeys look cool too y'all!






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Monday Asusual

My gawd! Another week has gone by.Today I am starting my 3rd week from work. 3rd week and I still feel like a "the" the new girl. Well technically I still am but what I feel right now is like I'm still on my first day at work. I mean it's okay to be the new girl but this nerves of mine are killing me, it makes me want to barf out of nervousness. I just got a peek of my schedule earlier and I now have my very own student which I will be meeting for one whole week. The rest are LT's again but that's okay, at least I get to talk even if it's just for a short time. Today is payday too guys and I'm not that excited to see it because of the high deduction for the fidelity bond. We're supposed to get it 1pm today but decided to get it during my shift instead, nothing to be excited about anyway. And then here comes my insecurity level, it is at its peak people! I suddenly hate everything that I see when I look in the mirror. I am ugly and feel ugly. I hate my hair, I hate my boobs flat as a board, everything is just so ugly it un-boosts my happy spirit. Yah, I feel bad today, I really hope it's not infectious when I get to the office. So all in all, I feel nervous, ugly and unhappy today. Thanks to Monday, I get to show it to the world.

Thanks for my blog, got a slight detox.

_Kbye_

Apr 30, 2011

Adios to Abril 2011

Is ending another month this year. This so far has been one of my best month for 2011. Here are the reasons why:

  • Pia turned 3. Thank you for another year of happiness and fun babycakes.Photobucket
  • Got myself a job! Yey! Rock On
  • It has been a quite month for me, plain slacking if I'm not in the office.
  • Had one month of thinking about my strategy to get good grades for this coming semester.
Now for my plans next month:
  • None yet, just enjoy work and keep planning for a better future.
So I now bid goodbye to my April 2011.I had fun!

_kBye_

Apr 29, 2011

Hi!

Was not in the mood to blog. Grew tired of looking at my blog theme is mainly the reason why and nope, I have not been busy at work. This week has been a lazy week for me. I feel like I had been hibernating and I need more. My work basically didn't eat much of my time since it's just a part time job but man, every time I leave the office, I always feel like I've worked for 8 hours. It is tiring because I don't have students yet. If given a chance to have level tests to a possible client, I only get two 10 minute class, 20 minutes consumed all in all for my given 4 hours work. No I am not complaining, just merely stating that doing nothing is tiring. Yeah bored is a better word. I can't surf the net, book is allowed but I need 500 bucks to be able to rent Deathly Hallows before it hits the theaters in July this year, so yah, the world got to read that book and I didn't yet, fml. Sorry guys, the responsibility part of me is still trying to crawl it's way out but It'll get there someday. Hope I can get to post again tomorrow especially now that we have wireless connection at home. I might get tired of looking at my blog theme again but at least now, I can get to choose a spot anywhere near home where my blogging mojo can work at it's best.

Sloppy is my word for the day! Goodnight!

Apr 21, 2011

My Thursday Thoughts

My Pia has fever since this afternoon. Last time I checked, her temperature was 38.2. I'm not sure what caused it. The only thing I can remember her doing was sleep walking at 2 am. I didn't even realize not until 6am that she was not beside me. I think her great granny paid her a visit because that was the first time my daughter did that and if my mom would find out about this, she's gonna agree with me. Yup, generations of pamahiin. Tatay said, maybe because she fell down from the sofa and sprained her ankle which caused the fever. Hope she gets better tomorrow though. She doesn't want sponge bath and refuses to take paracetamol which makes the getting better part a little longer. At the office naman, I was a bit sad because though I already signed my contract, I still had extended training. I am not sure if I am going to have a level test tomorrow, if not, I'ma spend another 4 hours counting minutes and draining the battery of my iPod because I can't do anything else but read articles at the yahoo page which I think consumed 2 hours of my time. The last 2 hours,I kept myself busy by counting seconds which made me more anxious. We're not allowed to surf the net at the office so besides smoking my heart out which was the least option I had in mind, I decided to count the minutes/seconds that passes by while listening to Jessie J. Though I am not 100% sure that I am ready to play the real game, I'd rather take the risk and get it over with rather than doing nothing. The positive side to that is, I get to experience what F-EPC really does and at the same time, I can get feedback for improvement from my boss.

So yah, my day was not that great but that's okay, tomorrow is a new day right? For now, I'm gonna give 100% TLC to my daughter.

_kBye_

Apr 19, 2011

Random Tuesday Thoughts #06

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Sorry for the lack of content of my blog for almost a week, as mentioned on my previous post for RTT, my training started last week (Tuesday) and I am happy to say that I made it, had my contract signing yesterday. Yep I am now officially a Freelance-English Proficiency Consultant, well it is actually what the (we) employees are called in our company. Freelance because I applied for part time, perfect job for a student like me. I am planning to enroll this coming semester. I have to get a degree yah know, more chances for promotion.

I want to thank God because he answered my prayer. Me getting a job is such a blessing. Everyday is a blessing for me when I see my daughter.
Was able to download Jessie J's album today, FOR FREE!SAYAW lang
Finally, some of the songs I have been itching to download since last week, I was able to do it today and it is now playing on the background and also safely downloaded on my iPod.

Since I am all alone on this sunny Tuesday afternoon, decided to blog at the living room using free wireless, (well not really) my sister in-law pays a certain amount to the owner of the wireless connection every month, cable connection is a hassle, and I thank you sister in-law for allowing me to use it too, FOR FREE!Photobucket

I am not comfortable when my hair is getting longer, when it gets longer more than an inch from the tip of my earlobe, I want to have it cut asap. I don't want long hair especially now that it's summer.

The spirit of Holy Week gets into me especially when I get to have a quite time. Thank you God. I feel so blessed. Hope you also get to see and feel the essence of Holy Week. Stay safe lovely people.

_kBye_
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Apr 18, 2011

MM: Friday

For my entry for this week's MM, I got curious about this song because of this article:

Is YouTube Sensation Rebecca Black's "Friday" The Worst Song Ever?

Besides having the most dislikes in youtube (this was the main reason why it became a hit), they say the song is bad & lame wanna-be weekend anthem. Got curious so I watched the video. My verdict? The beat was catchy but for the lyrics, was totally meant for teens not more than 15 years old. Read the article above because the questions there would make you wanna say "yeah, this song is lame". Click play and you be the judge. Happy MM!





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Apr 13, 2011

Random Tuesday Thoughts #05

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Hello lovely people! It is the time of the week again for randomness. Here's a few of the things that I wanna share:
  • This post is an hour late for RTT because I just got home from training. I applied for a part time job and the training started 2pm-11pm today. The training was supposed to start 8am but was moved because the only co-trainee I had backed out because she needs full time stint. It is hard being an only trainee. Besides smoking alone during break time, I don't have anything but my iPod to keep me company.
  • Hopefully, I can reach the part where I get signed up for the job because the location of the office is so convenient for me, and the pay is not that bad for a part time-er.
  • I can't post pictures from my daughter's birthday party yet because my sister has the camera and she's too busy to upload it.
  • My mom and dad ditched their apo's birthday party. My dad decided to go to his bestfriend's party and my mom preferred to do her paperworks. They can't seem to spare 2 hours of their time for my daughter. There's more reason behind these but I am too disappointed to blog about it.
  • My daughter is becoming a brat. She doesn't want to listen to me anymore.
  • My grammar sucks! You can sue me now for being redundant.
  • Noticed that I smoke more than I used to.
  • I'm not used to looking at my toenails without nail polish on it.
  • I wanna get a tattoo just because.
  • My older sister said I'm ugly because I don't use makeup. Yeah, she's my sister alright.lol! I think what she means is I look like a super ngarag mom.
  • Well I feel like a super ngarag "stressed" mom.
_kBye_
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Apr 10, 2011

Julian Turns 3!

A quick post lovely people.LOVE

Today, my daughter turned 3Photobucket, well technically more than an hour ago because she came out 10:29 pm, on the 10th day of April 2008. The party which was held at Jabee was so much fun especially for my Julian but because of the coldness of the weather plus the AC which was I think inappropriate to be turned On on a cold cold weather like this made my temple twitch so hard, it hurts more than a migraine. I'm a bit okei now though, thanks to Kopiko brown coffee which I consider now as my comfort-coffee-drink. Oh yeah (about the party?) I'ma blog about it tomorrow, hopefully with pictures if my sister has the time to upload it tonight. This week was pretty much the same except for the party and a little misunderstanding with my mom. Yep, I'll leave this post hanging for now.


Before hitting the sack, again for the millionth time, I love you babycakes and happy birthday.

Apr 6, 2011

Outsourcing, Getting Bigger and Weirder

I have been working at a call center for quite a long time. Good times, bad times, yep been there done that. So anyway, yesterday, I was so desperate to get me a summer job, it's less than 2 months before wet season and I need to shop for new clothes since my wardrobe looks so soggy and sad. Going back to the stint that I applied for yesterday, the ad said I get to be paid for 5k a week as a telemarketer. There is definitely a catch here and had a gut feeling that it's something that needs a lot of quotas. Also, it says on the ad that it's not a regular voice call instead we type or chat with the clients. Huwaw right? I mean it's a huwaw for me since I don't get to talk much and still get a high pay. So there, armed with my updated resume, I went for the interview. From there, I got a little info about the job, first is we don't get paid not unless we are able to sell their product and the second one is we get to enjoy the privilege of working the graveyard shift. So okei, somewhere at the back of my mind, that's expected. When I asked ma'am HR what product are we goin' to sell, she didn't give me a straight answer. So after the interview, had the online exam which I did with lots of sighs because the other HR was sort of a power tripper and after the online exam, the training started. Long introduction I know so let's go to the part where we got this reaction... Photobucket .....okei so we are goin' to sell an adult cam site, there. Whatever comes to your mind first, yes that's it. I won't go into details on how that one works okei. I was shocked because I've heard telemarketers selling For man only tablets but this one is different and didn't know it exists here in Baguio. If you're asking me if I pushed through with the job, nope but I'm having second thoughts because this is a new company based in Baguio which means first batch gets to be promoted fast and I am eye-ing for the HR position. Plus they have 3 other companies situated in different places so maybe it's not that bad when it comes to the company's financial matter. D knows about it and I got the same shocked reaction from him. You know that I am an open minded person. If you judge what this telemarketers do, maybe because the obvious picture is what you just see. Not being defensive like that but this is just how life works for us. We don't usually take time to scratch what's underneath to fully understand why there is such things. I for one is guilty for this but unlike others, I take the time to get to understand them.


To end this post, I think besides India, Phil. has the most call centers. Call center industry has been a big help to the country in providing jobs for Filipinos. As long as you have an accent, requirement for Diploma are seldom included on their process for hiring, and you are good in communicating, then you are hired for a job that has good pay, good enough to support a family of 3-4. Working at a call center is stressful but I think the("my") experience was worth it.

Apr 4, 2011

MM: One Life

For my entry this week, it's a feel good music from Ne yo.
When life gets you down, the song says "stop and take a moment to breathe".
...and yep, life may be serious at times but don't forget to also enjoy it, kei?
Here's my favorite part of the song:

If you never did before
And you never do again
Let's live the day like there's no tomorrow
So no matter who you are
Do yourself a favor
And live as if you know
love as if you know

Click on play and hope this song gets you to start the week inspired.
Have an awesome Music Monday lovely people!




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Apr 3, 2011

Sundays & Blog Hops

Photobucket Is ending the week lazily. Started my day with Transformers and cereals with my daughter. Pretty much a couch-potato the rest of the day. This week though, let me tell you, I got addicted with blog hops. I participated quite a lot this week and was so happy to gain followers, not just ordinary followers but fellow mom bloggers like me. I'm having troubles with the badges though because I can't seem to align them. I figured out on how to get them to have the same size. As much as I want to place more blog hop badges below, I can't arrange them to align horizontally. I tried rearranging the pictures but if I do that, the next picture moves somewhere else on the page. Google was not that helpful today and I am one frustrated camper here. Anyway, this is one teeny weeny problem that I have but all in all, my week was great. Besides gaining followers, I was able to tweak my header. And oh btw, we had Pia's skin checked yesterday. As expected, she has skin asthma just like her dad. The doctor said we have nothing to worry about.

Hope everyone had a great week as well! Have fun with the bloghops coz I sure am enjoying it.



Sunday Blog Hop Shibley Smiles

Apr 2, 2011

Ultimate Blog Party 2011!

Ultimate Blog Party 2011

A blog party? Get your dancing shoes on coz this is one party you surely ain't wanna miss! Yep, this year, I am participating and this is a first for me. It's a great opportunity for me to meet new bloggers. So, to keep the ball rolling. I want to give a small introduction about me.
I'm 24 years old mom with one lovely daughter named Pia. Me and D (Pia's dad), we are still together for 4 years now and still counting. Besides being a mom and a blogger, I am also a student at a university and I am taking up Bachelor of Arts in Broadcasting and on my second year. I have 2 lovely sisters, supportive parents, cool in-laws and an adopted spitz named Wolf . I love my family & God...and I respect every being created by God except cockroach.


PARTY!!!
I can't wait to meet you all!

Apr 1, 2011

Waiting...

Photobucket One thing that I really hate doing is waiting. Especially when the one I'm waiting for is being decided by one person. I mean I am willing to wait in God's time like what my friend Emjhay keeps saying before when she was still staying here in Baguio. It's a different story when I am waiting for a person to decide, whether that is a yes or a no. When I say waiting, I'm talking about some situations like my grades for one, I hate it when my teachers did not post it at the supposed time or, when I wait for a person who's late especially when I am alone waiting. When we talk about patience, I have that in me but not when it comes to waiting.
...this is the situation that I am into today up until Monday. I have to wait for a call. I can wait you know since I am not in a hurry to get hired but the thing that bothers me the most is the "what if's". This bothers me a lot because I don't have a plan B. In the first place, if I want something real bad because of so many reasons, I work my a** off to get it. Today is the first day of the-waiting-part and I am already acting fidgety. Had 3 smokes this morning and I'm afraid I might finish half pack (for the first time) today. 3 more days is such a long time to wait. I have to keep myself busy and I have a few options and I'm not sure it will work. I don't have any choice do I? Anyway, I might prepare my plan B if the one that I'm waiting for won't work out for me.


Ahhh, blogging really helps in soothing stress and it's working it's wonders on me now. I feel better and relaxed unlike earlier, waking up tired from thinking. I'll probably blog again later. We're off to town to have Pia's skin checked because of her skin asthma, it's getting worst.

Mar 30, 2011

Saddened by the Execution

A sad camper today. Just saw the news and felt so sad for the family of the 3 Filipinos who were executed today. The family wasn't able to go to China to console the said drug-traffickers. While watching, tatay said that the Government of China didn't consider the plea from our government because of the Hostage Taking at Quirino Grandstand incident. I say, it's not anybody's fault but the recruiters who used then for their own sake, and that is more money. Also, I don't think that our President didn't do anything about the situation like the families of the victims are saying. They might have expected too much. Laws here are different from China. There are a lot of opinions that I hear but the thing that pains me the most is the part where Sally Ordinario, one of the executed kababayan , won't be able to see and say goodbye to her kids and won't be able to see her daughter graduate as salutatorian.

All I can do right now is pray for the families to get through this. For the kids to stay strong...and to these convicted people Ramon Credo, Sally Ordinario, and Elizabeth Batain, who just wants better life but ended up differently, I pray for your souls.

Here are some of the follow up news:

Mar 29, 2011

Random Tuesday Thoughts #04

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Haven't been doing much for almost 2 weeks now. Can't go for summer class because the darn university doesn't offer major subjects plus they have this summer rule that we can only enroll 4 subjects maximum. One American classmate of mine asked why is the university offering limited subjects every summer. I gave him possible reasons:
  • ...maybe because teacher are super stressed, they need a long break.
  • ...the University can't afford to pay the teachers for 12 complete months.
  • ...teachers get grumpy thinking they won't get summer vacation.
  • ...or maybe trip-trip lang. la lang
(...ooookei, so you won't get good answers from me during yosi break.)

I heard from one unreliable source that wet/rainy season will start early this year, I guess she's/he's right because yesterday, it started raining (in the afternoons).

My grades are in extremes, I can go as high as 95 and as low as 75. Meaning,kulang lang sa effort "needs more effort".

Working at home ain't a good idea as of now. My Julian is just 3 years old and when she asks for mommy, SHE WANTS HER MOMMY NOW! So even if I lock the room for a quite conversation with my student, my daughter would knock the door down just to see me. Home based tutoring would be one of my option when Julian gets older.

I am currently looking for a part time summer job. I need to buy me new eye glasses.

Made a lot of changes to my blog. If you have time, you can browse through. To the one who's reading this, please click on To My Readers tab because you are one lovely person. It just occurred to me just recently that I am not afraid to gain a few readers anymore.

I am happy when I get to post an entry.

I decided to remove LinkWithin because it is still linked with my old blog address. It is confusing to readers and I think the changing of my new blog address caused a conflict with EntreCard and BlogUpp. Not good.

And lastly, thanks to my new followers via the Blog Hop.
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